Now I'm too scare ;( I really want to achieve my dream, but I'm afraid that I can't do it. I really want to make my parents proud of me, and make them happy of my succes. I want take a course that my father want me to do. But like I said, I'm afraid that I not afford. I think my dream now is too higher to achieve, without effort I'll not succeed. Now it's too many compete, theres many people that more intelligent compare to me outside there. But, not try yet so we don't know. Spm is around the corner nurul ashikin, wake up and do something, time not waiting for you. I hope that I'll not regret one day.